Believing in the storms
I'm listening to music from a Texas country artist we plan on interviewing Friday, and I have a glass of wine sitting next to me. The music is great. My brain is numb from too much to think about and do. It is soothing to hear. My sister in law is in the hospital and it doesn't look like she will make it without a miracle. I pray and I cry thinking about her. I imagine her lying in the hospital bed with everything connected and my heart breaks. We have lost so many people in the last year. I miss my dad. I miss my Brinkley. I will miss my Sister in law if she goes to be with God. I know she loves God. That gives me such peace. I know Heaven exists. I can feel it as if it is a part of me. It is a light that lives inside my soul. I pray all the ones that I love will be there when it is their time. It does not make losing others painless but it does make losing those who you love and know love God so freeing beca...