Where is God Part 2
This was written over a month ago........
In my last post I was discouraged. Things had been overwhelming and it felt like I couldn't find God.
I couldn't see him in my life the way I have before.
I've gone through times where God is elusive, many times before. I know that it is not God that is elusive but me. So I prayed with a pleading heart that God would help with all that is going on. I prayed with that heart that almost hurts for God. I prayed in that desperate way that you do when your child is seriously hurt or sick. And then... you see God.
It always amazes me when He can finally reach me. It's like my phone line to him was too busy for him to get through. My mind was too full of all that was going on. And then there he was. At that moment I felt like He was helping me to see that life can change. Circumstances can change. Why do we think we are so powerless to change things? It may feel uncomfortable, but it is possible. We may need to make some difficult decisions, but it is possible. I am not one who believes that all things must be destroyed to make change. I don't need the ability to run away from life. I need to know that the parts of life that can change will change and God will help me. He will make a way.
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