Holes

I'm sitting here on the back deck with my hot tea, and about three cookies that I will allow myself   ;) , reading a journal by a woman who, at the time, was finding herself through a midlife crisis. (if you want to call it that) I'm reading her words, and how familiar they are to some of my thoughts in the past few years, and I read "holes are holy. Miracle vessels were you go in one thing and come out another."
 That one line is so very powerful to hear. It is so true when you think about it. Life takes you through things and changes who you are. If it's a huge hole, then you learn a lot, if it's a small hole then you learn not to step in it again, if it takes a LONG time to get out of the hole, then you are probably going to be forever changed.


THAT.... WAS THE FIRST PART OF A VERY LONG BLOG POST I TYPED UP EARLIER.

SIGH...........

  Now....... after this paragraph, I kept typing up this "Im doing much better now" page of self analysis. 
 Then......... I get back on my computer several hours later, reread what I posted, and start to edit, 
then........ I look at the entire thing and realize how annoying it is and deleted all but the first paragraph, which is the only reason I wanted to post in the first place.

 I'll sum it all up for ya!
 Life is gonna suck some days. If you can figure out how to get through that day and smile, then your doing better than I did. 
Learn one thing from me. 
Suck it up! 
 If life sucks, then do something about it. 
When it starts to feel like your rockin again, and God is in your corner, then have fun and hang on as long as you can.   ;) 

 Love, shannon