Shabby Chic

When I wake up in the morning the first thing I look at is the window to see if the sun is shining.

I try to guess the time.  I listen to Skuttles crowing.  I tell God thank you, unless I forget.

I have an app on my kindle called youversion.  I can read my daily bible reading and devotionals that I have chosen.  I almost done with reading the bible in a year although I wasn't as consistent as I should have been so it took me more than a year.

I get up, get dressed, hit the bathroom to brush my teeth and all that stuff, and then I head into the kitchen for my tea or coffee routine.  I look forward to opening my laptop to make a video or blog something.  God made me a talker.  I love to talk.  I love to learn.  I love to listen and get so excited that I interrupt all the time.  My mind is always searching for new information and ways to do better.

I'm reading and studying the things around me.  I try to regrow things and hatch special birds, and create things.  

I spent a great amount of my life trying to be what everyone needed.  I think I wanted to save everyone and everything.  It has taken years for me to understand who I was.

I'm enjoying learning who I am now. 

I'm slowing myself down and taking time to understand what I love and who I am.

I talk a lot because my mind has so much to say.  

I love a lot because I've always found the good in things.

I get depressed because I'm hard on myself.

I can get sad because I think of myself as a little girl who had a lot of bad things happen and I wish I 

could go back and protect that little girl.  She was cute.  I think of how I would have adored her.

I am creative.  

I love to write.

I love without conditions.

I think of myself as a little shabby chic.